Well, this post isn't about our babies this time. It's about Mommy and Daddy, back when we were just Lindsey and Dustin. On an evening in the fall of 1999.
What brings this up is a song that I recently listened to. I grew up always listening to the radio in the car. In fact, I was 16 years old before I even knew that a radio in a car could be turned off! I knew the volume could be turned down, but I never knew they had a power button! But anyway, now that I'm a mom, I sometimes have the radio off so that the boys and I can chat in the car or so they can hear their toys. And sometimes I have it on. When it's on, I love singing along to the music. (Kissed You) Good Night by Gloriana came on the other day. I have heard it many times and know all the words. I was singing along as usual but really listened this time. And with each verse, it was becoming more and more apparent that whoever wrote this song could have been spying on me and Dustin during the fall of 1999!
Have you every REALLY listened to it?
I dropped you off
Just a little after midnight
Sat in my car
Till you turned off your porch light
I should have kissed you
I should have pushed you up against the wall
I should have kissed you
Just like I wasn’t scared at all
I turned off the car
Ran through the yard
Back to your front door
Before I could knock
You turned the lock
And met me on the front porch
And I kissed you
Goodnight
And now that I’ve kissed you
It’s a good night good night baby goodnight
You couldn’t see me
Watching through the window
Wondering what went wrong
Praying that you wouldn’t go
You should have kissed me
You should have pushed me up against the wall
You should have kissed me
I was right on the edge and ready to fall
So I turned off the car
Ran through the yard
Back to your front door
Before I could knock
You turned the lock
And met me on the front porch
And I kissed you
Goodnight
And now that I’ve kissed you
It’s a good night good night baby goodnight
I turned off the car
ran through the yard
back to your front door
Half scared to death can’t catch my breath
Aren’t these the moments we live for
And I kissed you
Goodnight
And now that I’ve kissed you
It’s a good night good night baby goodnight
It’s a good night good night baby goodnight
It’s a good night good night baby goodnight
It’s a good night good night baby goodnight
Yeah, so this is basically what happened to Dustin and me - well, except the "pushed you up against the wall" part and it being midnight. I was just 14 after all.
The evening of our first kiss went like this: Dustin, me, and Dustin's friend Michael had been somewhere together. Probably hunting at the river place. I don't remember that part. What I remember is that Michael and Dustin were dropping me off at home. Dustin walked me to the front door. We said good night, probably awkwardly, and then he left. I walked into the house, shut the door, and went through to the garage. My mom had left the garage door open for me, and I was walking out there to pull it closed. When I got into the garage though, I could hear Dustin and Michael talking from the road. I wasn't really paying attention, but my steps faltered when I heard Michael ask him if he kissed me. And then, I have to admit, I stood still, holding my breath, listening for Dustin's response.
D: No, I didn't.
M: Dude, why not?
D: I should have, right?
M: Hell yeah, you should have. Go back up there and do it right.
D: You think so?
M: Just go.
I heard a car door slam. My heart was beating fast. I ran back into the house and to the front door. I opened it as soon as I got there. He was up to the porch. I had my mouth open a bit (in shock, I guess). Dustin leaned in and kissed me on my lips. He whispered, "I love you," and then turned around and ran back to Michael's truck. My mouth stayed hanging open for a bit. Then I too turned around and ran back into the house. I closed the door and took off running to my mom's bedroom. "Mom!! You'll never guess what just happened!!"
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